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By : Dr. Nunglekpam Premi Devi
Independent Scholar

I have seen many and many more;
I have had felt many and many times;
I have had said it many and many repeatedly;
I know I did it all I did care and I do;
Seems you failed and may I know ‘am wrong;
Feelings are not you see and I pay for;
How bad I stay and many I do shall I doubt?
Let me stay and let me speak I really do;
Oh! Soul, do I be blessed I ask again and again;
Am I wrongly do I appreciate the way I feel really;
Hate me or kill me; catch me and stab me;
Still harder I do clinching on, life’s a great expectations;
Killing me inside so badly, unexpectedly my dear;
Journey so hard I do care of cutting off possibly sooner;

Your presence a monopoly,  your exit an empty vessel;
Clinching harder to fetching emotions I really don’t know;
Every step I adore blading me and cutting me every inch;
Oh well! You really pinching me so sharply
Shall I or shall I not? Exception a real dangerous emotions;
I do carry all along within my soul speaking thoughts;
Show me your move ; show me how you actually maintain;
Echoing through again and again piercing my ears so directly;
Hate or kill; treasure me or stable me harder;
‘I love you’ oh! So cutely design I may know how you perfectly perform;
Sincerely- you know why and what for isn’t that a lie?

How lone I do care; how crazy I do manage solitary egos;
Uncompanied and unescorted and detached and isolated;
I try and tired carrying all along my side;
Am I wrong with the way I really feel and worry about;
Every inch of thought I do dream and I dance with the rhythm;
Sorry ! I may find feeling and still it’s better sooner or latter;
Emotions! My opinions a damn sickly thing I can’t take off;
Every move you take I seek peace, please don’t stop;
Jealousy! A hatred, aan envy I really adore being with you;
Leave me or take me ; hate me or miss me forever;
I seek the way I do really do care, grudging my emotions;
Insecurity! I culture most and I’m defensive holding harder.

Rinku Khumukcham

Rinku Khumukcham, Editor of Imphal Times has more than 15+ years in the field of Journalism. A seasoned editor, was a former editor of ISTV News. He resides in Keishamthong Elangbam Leikai, with his wife and parents. Rinku can be contacted at [email protected] 

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