By : Dr Nunglekpam Premi Devi
Independent Scholar
Wedding’s not an ugly manner,
Wedding’s a beautiful and memorable instance;
Wedding’s an example cause;
All I remembers’ a prediction;
All I experience’s a sudden exhibition;
Dull and stupid and carelessly,
Victimizing and saddening and desolate;
Abandoning and lonely and timidly,
Gloomy and down-hearted and fallen;
Discouraging and demoralizing and uninviting;
Hating and sickening and comfortless;
Loosing strength and confidence;
I knew nothing to embrace sweet fully;
So terribly dumb struck, sitting wholly
No utterly words heard, disqualifying totally;
No friends a happy guest altogether,
No purpose a welcoming action unconditionally;
Sudden struck a blame institute,
All I favors’ a damn good shutting and securing.
Wedding’s not an ugly manner,
Wedding’s a beautiful and memorable instance;
Wedding’s an example cause;
No activity’s a great concern and uncertain;
Hiding all I can knew of,
Smelling fishy and too scared to handle;
What a wedding life I am too?
All I expose is to keep my little strength,
Alive and shinning and afresh;
Enclosing that four –corned room dim and shadily;
Hoping for a new brighter tomorrow,
So stupid and so solid I am too;
All I knew is little, less and nothing,
All I feel is ‘just let it go and let it ease’
All I do is struck inside out, ‘m a stranger
Unsettle and upset and dreamy.
Wedding’s not an ugly manner,
Wedding’s a beautiful and memorable instance;
Wedding’s an example cause;
Enfolding all those tasks swiping,
Washing and cooking and gathering,
And holding and folding and wrapping,
And judging and tasking and idle ling and
Encouraging and promising and be scarily natural;
Oh! What a manner?
Oh! How you judge this wedding day?
All I remember is too afraid to tell,
All I experience is too uncomfortable to stand with;
Just passing day, with all those sweet little clothes on;
How happy and courageous I am?
Being an owner to few elementary clothes,
Striking not a material grieving and possession;
Arching not for an error instances;
All I emancipate is a liberal way.